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Tuesday, April 28, 2020

Endeavoring to Balance Myself


Greetings Friends!

This morning I went on a hunt for poetry. I searched for words that might have been written in 1918 when the Spanish flu epidemic was raging in this country. I don’t know what I thought I would find but find something I did. September 1918 was written by Amy Lowell who was an American writer, editor, translator and performer who dedicated her life to the cause of modern poetry. Her thoughts apply more to World War 1 as seen in line 9. However, I found it to be a lovely encouragement to appreciate the blessings that are ours this day and to remember that the difficulties of this present time won’t last forever.

This afternoon was the color of water falling through sunlight;
The trees glittered with the tumbling of leaves;
The sidewalks shone like alleys of dropped maple leaves,
And the houses ran along them laughing out of square, open windows.
Under a tree in the park,
Two little boys, lying flat on their faces,
Were carefully gathering red berries
To put in a pasteboard box.
Some day there will be no war,
Then I shall take out this afternoon
And turn it in my fingers,
And remark the sweet taste of it upon my palate,
And note the crisp variety of its flights of leaves.
To-day I can only gather it
And put it into my lunch-box,
For I have time for nothing
But the endeavor to balance myself
Upon a broken world.


In the middle of this last week I was at that place of “endeavoring to balance myself” and I was failing miserably. Thankfully, texting with friends and phoning my mother helped me get closer to being in balance. I will admit that I am better at telling others to reach out, than at reaching out myself, but none of us needs to go it alone.

So how are you doing? We are all dealing with some level of anxiety and it can be exhausting. Please make sure you are taking care of yourself and if you find that you need someone to cheer you on, please reach out. 

Walking as Children of Light


Dear Family in Christ-

The appointed second lesson for this past Sunday was Ephesians 5:8-14. One of the images that the author uses throughout the letter is the idea that Christians are a part of one family. He uses words like adoption and inheritance, asserting that we are “members of God’s household.” In chapter five, the writer argues that if your parent is light, then you should resemble your parent in the way that you live.

8Once you were darkness, but now in the Lord you are light. Live as children of light—9for the fruit of the light is found in all that is good and right and true. 10Try to find out what is pleasing to the Lord. 11Take no part in the unfruitful works of darkness, but instead expose them. 12For it is shameful even to mention what such people do secretly; 13but everything exposed by the light becomes visible, 14for everything that becomes visible is light. Therefore it says,
 “Sleeper, awake!
  Rise from the dead,
 and Christ will shine on you.”

Especially meaningful to me is verse 8 which reminds us that our identity is changed when we become followers of Christ. We are to be light, but not unmoving or static. We are to walk as children of the light. The word translated as walk, peripateo, is similar to what we mean when we say, “You can talk the talk, but can you walk the walk?” Our identity is meant to move us outward and have an impact on the way that we act.

Being children of the light isn’t always easy, especially when you are trying to keep the kids on track; work from home and be attentive to your own needs. Feeling like a part of the family of God isn’t easy when you’ve been stuck in your living quarters without visitors or the opportunity to spend time with the rest of the “family.” I don’t know about you, but I’ve become somewhat bored with myself, which doesn’t help me shine bright with the light of Christ.

So how can we refuel ourselves so that our lights are bright enough to be seen beyond the confines of our own homes? I think it goes back to that sense of being part of a larger family. We need to maintain and make new connections. We may not be able to gather in the sanctuary but the phones still work, the internet is still on and the postal service hasn’t dwindled away. Please reach out to someone today and let Christ’s light shine through you. Remind them that you are related as children of God. Be a sign of cheer and good hope. And as you shine for them, I am pretty certain that your “reserves” will be replenished rather than depleted.

Our World is So Confusing

Dear Children of God-

This morning I was blessed to receive an email from E with a prayer she read this morning. It is based on the first chapter of Paul’s letter to the Ephesians which says,

I pray that God our Father and our Lord Jesus Christ will be kind to you and will bless you with peace!  Praise the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ for the spiritual blessings that Christ has brought us from heaven! Before the world was created, God had Christ choose us to live with him and to be his holy and innocent and loving people. God was kind and decided that Christ would choose us to be God’s own adopted children. God was very kind to us because of the Son he dearly loves, and so we should praise God…

13 Christ… brought you the truth, which is the good news about how you can be saved. You put your faith in Christ and were given the promised Holy Spirit to show that you belong to God. 14 The Spirit also makes us sure that we will be given what God has stored up for his people. Then we will be set free, and God will be honored and praised. (Contemporary English Version) 

The prayer E sent came from a 2016 “Christ in Our Home,” and says, “Holy Spirit, our world is so confusing. Bless us with the clarity that is in Christ.”

Paul’s letters are filled with confident statements of faith. Again and again he tells us of the promises we have received through Jesus Christ. We need those reminders that we are God’s beloved children. That we have been blessed with the advocacy of the Holy Spirit. That we have a great future in store for us. We need those reminders because sometimes the troubles of life can distract us and we need the Holy Spirit to redirect our focus to all that God is doing. Truly I share in Paul’s prayer that our good God is blessing you with kindness and peace. And I pray that we can share those same blessings with others.



Being Church Isn't Dependent on Proximity


Dear Friends in Christ-

This morning as I sat down to write to you, I decided to look for Bible verses about community.  At the top of my Google search was Hebrews 10:24-25.

“And let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds, not giving up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but encouraging one another—and all the more as you see the Day approaching.”

I nearly did a spit-take onto my laptop! I want to encourage and be encouraged, but it’s in the midst of intentionally not meeting together. I considered looking for something more in tune with our times but decided to stick with what I had. The writer to the Hebrews was concerned that as people eagerly anticipated the second coming of Christ, (on the Day that is approaching,) they would stop meeting together as the church. The author wanted the readers to understand that as they waited, they could be up to something good. And they could continue to build a loving community that would support each of them as they strived to be faithful followers. 

God’s people have always known that we are stronger when we have a community to support us. We need each other for “mutual conversation and consolation” as Luther put it. So, when we can’t meet, we feel a loss and we may miss opportunities to share love and care.

Being church isn’t dependent on proximity. We can be community even when we aren’t able to meet together, but we will do it better if we share our ideas, our needs and our labor. 

Wednesday, April 08, 2020

God is with us!


Dear Beloved Community-

This morning when I looked out my kitchen window there were several robins on the lawn busily finding their breakfast. Instead of yesterday's cold rain, today has brought a change in temperature, that along with the robins, made me feel like Spring has truly sprung. That having been said, they are predicting snow for Monday.

As I washed my hands for the second time in twenty minutes, this refrain came to mind:
     Morning by morning new mercies I see;
     all I have needed thy hand hath provided;
     great is thy faithfulness, Lord, unto me!

I believe that God remains solid and consistent or as the hymn writer Thomas Chisholm wrote, "thou changest not, thy compassions they fail not; as thou hast been, thou forever wilt be."  Yet, we are living in a time when each day seems to bring dramatic changes in the status quo.

On March 20th it was reported that 100,000 people in Pennsylvania have applied for unemployment assistance in just one week. The pandemic has resulted in unemployment and underemployment for many in our community. Those who were already facing these challenges are experiencing heightened anxiety as community services are in high demand. Organizations like Pennridge FISH are doing their best, but they are having serious shortages.

So, what's the church to do? I think it's important that we remind each other again and again that God is with us. God's love is the constant we can always lean into. At the same time, God calls Christians to pay attention to the world around us and put that love into action.









Saturday, March 28, 2020

Massah and Meribah + Keller's Daily 2020.03.19


Dear Church-
The Old Testament lesson that we didn’t get to hear on Sunday was from Exodus 17 which starts like this >>
The Israelites left the desert and moved from one place to another each time the Lord ordered them to. Once they camped at Rephidim, but there was no water for them to drink.
The people started complaining to Moses, “Give us some water!” Moses replied, “Why are you complaining to me and trying to put the Lord to the test?” But the people were thirsty and kept on complaining, “Moses, did you bring us out of Egypt just to let us and our families and our animals die of thirst?”
Then Moses prayed to the Lord, “What am I going to do with these people? They are about to stone me to death!”
<< Today was the first time I sided with the Israelites. In the past I have tended to see things through Moses’ eyes. He was so irked with the people when they complained that he named the place where they were, Massah which means “testing” and Meribah, which means “complaining.”
Well, what did Moses expect? It was great that they were free from Egypt, but they were also frightened. Sure, they were thirsty, but their cry against Moses and against God came as much out of fear as anything else. And I can’t say that I blame them. This was early on in their journey. It was less than two months since they’d escaped the Pharoah and they didn’t know what to expect. That’s scary.
Sometimes we face the unknown and our fear gets the best of us. And we wonder what God’s been up to. It’s human, really human. But here’s something the Israelites learned on their journey- God wasn’t ever going to abandon them. He gave them food and water. He was on their side and he was with them every step of the way- in a pillar of cloud by day and a pillar of fire by night.
Right now we are facing our own uncertainties and it’s only human to be frightened on some level or another. There is so much at stake for individuals and communities around the world. We are in need of good news and so I found it providential that this story showed up.
When Moses complained to God, God didn’t get angry. God listened and then God told Moses how and where to get water, before promising, “I will be with you.”  God can handle our fears, our anger and our complaints. God can forgive our doubts and our uncertainties. And best news of all- God will be with us, every step of the way.



God's love has been poured into our hearts + Keller's Daily 2020.03.18


Dear Friends in Christ-

The New Testament reading for March 15th was from Paul’s letter to the Romans.
Since we are justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have obtained access to this grace in which we stand; and we boast in our hope of sharing the glory of God. And not only that, but we also boast in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not disappoint us, because God’s love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit that has been given to us.
 For while we were still weak, at the right time Christ died for the ungodly. Indeed, rarely will anyone die for a righteous person—though perhaps for a good person someone might actually dare to die. But God proves his love for us in that while we still were sinners Christ died for us. 

The circumstances of Paul’s letter writing may have differed greatly from our 21st century lives, but the truths within this chapter are timeless. Verses 3-5 assure us that God is present in our suffering. We are not alone in our struggles. We have been promised that the Holy Spirit is with us and that we are encircled by the love of God. It is in times like these, that the church is called to trust in God’s love and to boldly share it with others. Of course, that can be rather tricky if you are self-quarantined with only your most immediate family.  Tricky, but not impossible.
 
What might we do as individuals and as the people of Keller's Church to share the love that we know, at a time when folks are facing so many unknown challenges? For me, that’s been the question of the day for nearly a week. So here’s what I’ve been up to at Keller’s Parsonage.

  • Sundays at 10:15 we will be live on Facebook with scripture, preaching and prayer. Currently the video for this past Sunday is only available on Facebook, but we’re working on it!
  • Tuesdays and Thursdays at 1:00pm will be “Story Time” for the young and young at heart on Facebook Live. Today was “The Velveteen Rabbit.”
  • First Communion Instruction is online at https://thinkingaboutcommunion.blogspot.com/
  • Be in touch. Call people. Write notes. Text. Skype. We are the community of Christ even when we are at a distance.
Well, that’s it for today!  If you come up with a great idea, give me a call or drop me a line.
Blessings to you and yours!
Pastor Heidi



Back at it!

I haven't posted to this blog in three years. However, during this time of pandemic I have been writing a daily letter to the congregation that I serve, St. Matthew's Lutheran Church. For purposes of preservation and proclamation, I have decided to post them here as well.