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Tuesday, April 28, 2020

Endeavoring to Balance Myself


Greetings Friends!

This morning I went on a hunt for poetry. I searched for words that might have been written in 1918 when the Spanish flu epidemic was raging in this country. I don’t know what I thought I would find but find something I did. September 1918 was written by Amy Lowell who was an American writer, editor, translator and performer who dedicated her life to the cause of modern poetry. Her thoughts apply more to World War 1 as seen in line 9. However, I found it to be a lovely encouragement to appreciate the blessings that are ours this day and to remember that the difficulties of this present time won’t last forever.

This afternoon was the color of water falling through sunlight;
The trees glittered with the tumbling of leaves;
The sidewalks shone like alleys of dropped maple leaves,
And the houses ran along them laughing out of square, open windows.
Under a tree in the park,
Two little boys, lying flat on their faces,
Were carefully gathering red berries
To put in a pasteboard box.
Some day there will be no war,
Then I shall take out this afternoon
And turn it in my fingers,
And remark the sweet taste of it upon my palate,
And note the crisp variety of its flights of leaves.
To-day I can only gather it
And put it into my lunch-box,
For I have time for nothing
But the endeavor to balance myself
Upon a broken world.


In the middle of this last week I was at that place of “endeavoring to balance myself” and I was failing miserably. Thankfully, texting with friends and phoning my mother helped me get closer to being in balance. I will admit that I am better at telling others to reach out, than at reaching out myself, but none of us needs to go it alone.

So how are you doing? We are all dealing with some level of anxiety and it can be exhausting. Please make sure you are taking care of yourself and if you find that you need someone to cheer you on, please reach out. 

Walking as Children of Light


Dear Family in Christ-

The appointed second lesson for this past Sunday was Ephesians 5:8-14. One of the images that the author uses throughout the letter is the idea that Christians are a part of one family. He uses words like adoption and inheritance, asserting that we are “members of God’s household.” In chapter five, the writer argues that if your parent is light, then you should resemble your parent in the way that you live.

8Once you were darkness, but now in the Lord you are light. Live as children of light—9for the fruit of the light is found in all that is good and right and true. 10Try to find out what is pleasing to the Lord. 11Take no part in the unfruitful works of darkness, but instead expose them. 12For it is shameful even to mention what such people do secretly; 13but everything exposed by the light becomes visible, 14for everything that becomes visible is light. Therefore it says,
 “Sleeper, awake!
  Rise from the dead,
 and Christ will shine on you.”

Especially meaningful to me is verse 8 which reminds us that our identity is changed when we become followers of Christ. We are to be light, but not unmoving or static. We are to walk as children of the light. The word translated as walk, peripateo, is similar to what we mean when we say, “You can talk the talk, but can you walk the walk?” Our identity is meant to move us outward and have an impact on the way that we act.

Being children of the light isn’t always easy, especially when you are trying to keep the kids on track; work from home and be attentive to your own needs. Feeling like a part of the family of God isn’t easy when you’ve been stuck in your living quarters without visitors or the opportunity to spend time with the rest of the “family.” I don’t know about you, but I’ve become somewhat bored with myself, which doesn’t help me shine bright with the light of Christ.

So how can we refuel ourselves so that our lights are bright enough to be seen beyond the confines of our own homes? I think it goes back to that sense of being part of a larger family. We need to maintain and make new connections. We may not be able to gather in the sanctuary but the phones still work, the internet is still on and the postal service hasn’t dwindled away. Please reach out to someone today and let Christ’s light shine through you. Remind them that you are related as children of God. Be a sign of cheer and good hope. And as you shine for them, I am pretty certain that your “reserves” will be replenished rather than depleted.

Our World is So Confusing

Dear Children of God-

This morning I was blessed to receive an email from E with a prayer she read this morning. It is based on the first chapter of Paul’s letter to the Ephesians which says,

I pray that God our Father and our Lord Jesus Christ will be kind to you and will bless you with peace!  Praise the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ for the spiritual blessings that Christ has brought us from heaven! Before the world was created, God had Christ choose us to live with him and to be his holy and innocent and loving people. God was kind and decided that Christ would choose us to be God’s own adopted children. God was very kind to us because of the Son he dearly loves, and so we should praise God…

13 Christ… brought you the truth, which is the good news about how you can be saved. You put your faith in Christ and were given the promised Holy Spirit to show that you belong to God. 14 The Spirit also makes us sure that we will be given what God has stored up for his people. Then we will be set free, and God will be honored and praised. (Contemporary English Version) 

The prayer E sent came from a 2016 “Christ in Our Home,” and says, “Holy Spirit, our world is so confusing. Bless us with the clarity that is in Christ.”

Paul’s letters are filled with confident statements of faith. Again and again he tells us of the promises we have received through Jesus Christ. We need those reminders that we are God’s beloved children. That we have been blessed with the advocacy of the Holy Spirit. That we have a great future in store for us. We need those reminders because sometimes the troubles of life can distract us and we need the Holy Spirit to redirect our focus to all that God is doing. Truly I share in Paul’s prayer that our good God is blessing you with kindness and peace. And I pray that we can share those same blessings with others.



Being Church Isn't Dependent on Proximity


Dear Friends in Christ-

This morning as I sat down to write to you, I decided to look for Bible verses about community.  At the top of my Google search was Hebrews 10:24-25.

“And let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds, not giving up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but encouraging one another—and all the more as you see the Day approaching.”

I nearly did a spit-take onto my laptop! I want to encourage and be encouraged, but it’s in the midst of intentionally not meeting together. I considered looking for something more in tune with our times but decided to stick with what I had. The writer to the Hebrews was concerned that as people eagerly anticipated the second coming of Christ, (on the Day that is approaching,) they would stop meeting together as the church. The author wanted the readers to understand that as they waited, they could be up to something good. And they could continue to build a loving community that would support each of them as they strived to be faithful followers. 

God’s people have always known that we are stronger when we have a community to support us. We need each other for “mutual conversation and consolation” as Luther put it. So, when we can’t meet, we feel a loss and we may miss opportunities to share love and care.

Being church isn’t dependent on proximity. We can be community even when we aren’t able to meet together, but we will do it better if we share our ideas, our needs and our labor.